I designed an ad for my one client today. That made me feel pretty good since the few people that saw it and know me commented on how nice it looked.

I went with my friend while she got her hair dyed and cut. She's so pretty. I feel terrible right now. I'm jealous. I feel so fat and unattractive right now. It feels like no one is ever going to want to date me and that I'm just lying to myself about things.

Luckily I have work I can throw myself into until I forget. But for right now I just want to sleep and throw up and cry. It's so awesome.

That's all. Have a nice day.